You Can't Imagine My Guilt, But When Jesus' Hand Touched My Heart...

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Celebrate with Ruth Roman as she shares her amazing testimony of emotional and physical healing!


Over a year ago, I woke up one morning and had lost mobility on my left side.  I was unable to tie my shoes, nor touch my toes nor walk for exercise.  Whenever I attempted, I suffered great pain and simply could not do it.  I am a former athlete so I was very perplexed and totally distressed.

I became angry with God because I had been praying and getting in every healing line for prayer that I could.  I am a person that totally believes in God's power to heal because this is the first way that I met Him as a healer.  When I was a child of 13 God healed me of a knee disease that was to end my track and basketball career.

When I was 14 years old God healed me of cancerous formations that formed along my chest cavity just hours before I was to have surgery.   The team of 6 doctors ordered one last x-ray and MRI only to release me that day saying to my parents that it was gone and that they had never seen anything like it before.  So I really knew God as Jehovah Rapha.  Yet for the first time, I was becoming offended and I was on the verge of giving up on God's healing.

This was a divine appointment for me.  I say that because I was already in my 2nd day of a 3 day fast when I stumbled upon this on CWG's website while ordering supplies for my church.  Two days before, the Holy Spirit gave me a vision of Jesus placing a white robe around me.  It was very beautiful and adorned with a large beautiful jewel.  It was like no material that I've ever seen.  It was very beautiful.  Then the Holy Spirit began to speak to me about robes of righteousness that I had just had a vision of Jesus placing on me.

So, I found this Healing Meditation CD on CWG along with this Healing Waters Prayer and Soaking instrumental by Jim French.  I let the instrumental play in the background while reciting the Scriptures and prayers being led by Holy Spirit through Dr. Virkler in the CD.  God has truly anointed Dr. Virkler's ministry.  He is rightfully a doctor.  God uses him too as a heart doctor.  This is yet another prayer-based weapon in his arsenal. 

As I listened to the Healing Meditation CD reciting the Scriptures and prayers, I really wanted the healing to work and remember saying to the Lord, "I have no closed doors; please enter and heal me."  I followed along on the CD until it had me lay hands on the part of my body that needed healing and later on my heart.

The presence of God became so heavy that my room became very bright and I knew immediately that Jesus was there.  I could feel Him tangibly as warmth covered me and I could feel Jesus' hand over my heart and I saw it in the spirit in a vision.  Jesus had not only healed my physical infirmity but also healed my heart of secret hurt I had suppressed of an event which had occurred when I was 17. It was something I never told my parents or anyone.  Even today, my family does not know.

At 17, I had become pregnant and terminated the pregnancy.  After that I was never able to conceive again.  You can't imagine my guilt.  I had not thought of it in decades.  But when Jesus' hand touched my heart, He brought the event to my memory like a gentle flood ...if there is such a thing.  I broke.  I had to forgive myself for what I had done.  And as quickly as He brought the event to me, He took the shame, guilt and hurt away.  I was healed! 

Like the story in Luke where Jesus told the crippled man to get up and walk, I was instructed in the Healing Meditation CD to test the healing.  In a vision, I saw Jesus' hand extended to help me stand up.  I physically extended my hand to allow Him, when for the first time in a long time, I popped up like I did when I was in my 20s.  I took a step without pain but the test was touching my toes and tying my shoe.  I bent over and I could touch the floor.  Glory to Yeshual!  I was indeed healed.

Today, June 16, 2016, I walked 4 miles.  I haven't done that in a long time and I am grateful to God and the Man of God, Dr. Mark Virkler whose ministry God is blessing tremendously with miracles, signs and wonders.  Hallelujah! Amen.

YOUR Healing Encounter & Miracle Service Resources (the Healing Meditation Ruth used)

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